Vental

I swear life gives ME some fucking obstacles…. if i make one mistake its like the world ends for a few days. Now i get why people say after high school shit gets real. i have no friends just family. All the friends i had either fucked up or don’t have the same mind state as me. Im just trying to live a dream, but its going to take a lot of time to reach mine. i swear a lot has happened this first year of college. It wasn’t the best experience but one i won’t forget. Im pretty happy that i got through with my first year of college it seems like nobody cares but me. its sucks….. sometimes i need someone to say “congratulations” or “your doing great keep going.” life isn’t fair though… and yeah people do have it harder than me, but its no excuse to give up if they want to do better. problem with me is i never give up if i really want something. These past few months almost everything has been going wrong… Im just proud of myself…. even through all the struggle… fuck people… i got my family and karla…. my world wouldn’t spin without them. Alex, Sammy, TJ, and David your my brothers and always will be! I only live once…. i better make once the best i can.